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Everyday Life
Dreaming of 5D, I live a very 3D life from time to time. Sometimes it just
happens and I get trapped in a 3D world again, trying to connect to my 3D
friends from now and the past. 3D is relatively safe, it is all so familiar
and we have all lived it for so many years and so many lives.
When I wake up and think through the upcoming day I still have a chance to
stay on my own 5D. But it can be lonely there. Without the appropriate
semantics, without enough people in my interdimensional chat room, with all
my experiences, I have yet to find a 5D framework of reference. With one
foot in 5D, I know it’s beauty and that miracles are waiting. Is it my
subconscious, or just my impatience, that keeps me from taking that last
step?
It is not fear, I know that. My fear is ever decreasing, while my impatience
sneaks up.
So when I get dressed and I turn on the television for the news, I prepare
for my descension back into 3D...I can assure you, headlines easily drag you
back!
I work in an office with colleagues who are not tuned in yet. Most of them
know I have some ‘alternative’ life style, but still consider me to be quite
down to Earth, thus not all that weird.
Yet I cannot have a discussion with them on time warping or interdimensional
travel, long distance healing, or home on the other side.
If I try to explain that we are all wearing a veil, theirs gets a little
thicker and they stare at me in pity. So I choose not to tell them about all
these wonderful people I met while flying around at night.
When I enter the office with a big smile on my face, I am better at toning
it down, for I am not at a party...work is a serious matter!
So, then I make my last adjustments back to the 3D world. I sip my herbal
tea and I work very hard making myself useful and scarce at the same time. I
can only dream of stepping back into 5D… but I cannot, at least not until
after 5 p.m.
And even so, I know that all of this is not entirely true. I can make it all
be 5D throughout the day. It can be, if I am a strong enough believer in my
own 5D reality. But you see, that’s where my own impatience interferes. I do
not allow my world to be a mixture, I just want it all in 5D and I want it
now. So I start labelling everything I see to be 3D or 5D, I create an
interdimensional very 3D reality of duality...and is not that just what I am
trying to avoid?
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